Sometimes I do have
to make myself write. Okay… when I write, I've made myself sit
down to it. Mostly, it's difficult for me to open the computer to
write my story because I know there will be many stops and starts and
that is exhausting.
When I have had the
luxury of writing continuously and only stopping because of bodily
functions and to feed my face, I had a much easier time sitting down
to actually write. Life doesn't provide such luxury much any more.
And that's okay. I just have to make myself sit down… and that's
good for me, right? Working on that little thing called self-mastery.
I obviously struggle with it (or I wouldn't carry more than 100
pounds on this fabulous rolly polly bod of mine!). I digress.
So, when I write, I
have procrastinated a good bit before-hand. Usually doing necessary
(but overmuch of the necessary) platform work that I do. My favorite
distraction when I have enough signal is Pinterest. My second fave:
working on things for my children's business. Of course, there are
all the other parts of my “platform” including, but not
necessarily limited to: Facebook, GoodReads, LinkedIn, Twitter…
sheesh. It's a full-time job just to keep those succers up to par.
I guess that's why they aren't. Up to par, I mean. Sorry about
that, by the way. I have been working on being Mama more than
ToriForReal, I guess.
Today, I'd hoped to
work on my current main creative writing project. I have, at least,
20 stories I want to write and at least half of those have starts on
my laptop (and backed up online somewhere). Instead, I've been
working on book reviews. I like doing them, though admittedly mine
have been pretty lame for the last while. That will improve
eventually… I hope.
Incredibly, since I
have been so focused on this necessary distraction, I completed six
or seven youth fiction reviews and around four children's picture
book reviews. So, yeay for lots accomplished! Boo for distracting
and procrastinating. grrrr #sigh# Well, I did get a lot done! Oh…
and this post. And maybe another one or two. So, that's a pretty
good use of a few hours spread out over the course of the day.
I think I write best
when I sit at the table. It feels more formal and I tend to be more
focused. However, I might be able to write more (with fewer children
coming to talk to me) when I sit on a bed in one particular part of
our house. It is not nearly as comfy as it sounds, I promise. Right
now, I'm writing at the table. Maybe that's why I've gotten so much
done today!?
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